Futhermucker...

Has it really been three weeks since I posted? OMG. I'm so sorry. Quick, give me a topic...

How about we talk about infatuation or lust? Sound good? I hope so. Lust is always near my heart.

In the last few days, I've probably fallen in lust more than a 100 times. But what is it that lust really does for you? Gives you sexual immediacy. Other than that, it's merely fantasy in your little head. Seriously, you haven't acted on it. You don't remember the person 5 minutes later (or if you do, it's still a fleeting whim.)

So what is it that we really want? The brass ring. Come'on, you can tell me.

We want that person that can love us, hold us and squeeze us just so. That person that makes our mind wander in the middle of a meeting. The person that we wake up dreaming was there. The one that makes us smile in the middle of tragedy and cry in the middle of fantasy.

Real or not real. That is what we want. Do you have it? Do you have something close to it? Fess up, I won't tell anyone.